Miscellaneous

An honest review of “two under two”

For exactly three months, I will have two children under two. There’s still about three weeks left of that stage, at which point “two kids, two and under” begins. Perhaps it’s too early for a “review,” but I had some thoughts anyway. I knew it was going to be hard. I knew I was going… Continue reading An honest review of “two under two”

Miscellaneous

The biggest surprise of motherhood so far

People sometimes ask me what I find most surprising about motherhood. My response isn’t quite what I expected: just how fun it is. “Fun” is really an understatement. It’s truly incredible to view the world through her eyes. Everything is new and fascinating: her feet, Josh’s mustache, my hair, different fabrics and surfaces. I can… Continue reading The biggest surprise of motherhood so far

Grief/Mental Health

Infertility and loss were hard. But so is parenthood.

After nine months of unending anxiety, Amelia Jane was born healthy on May 12th, 2024 – Mother’s Day, of all days, which feels so redemptive after a year of grief and loss. For all my Googling about everything that could possibly go wrong, my pregnancy was actually quite boring, medically speaking.  A brief summary of… Continue reading Infertility and loss were hard. But so is parenthood.

Grief/Mental Health

Validating early motherhood

Josh and I were divided about when to tell our friends and family about the baby. He wanted to wait until the socially accepted 12-week mark, when the likelihood of miscarriage is reduced. I struggle with anxiety, so I more than understood that precaution. When to tell is a personal decision each family must decide… Continue reading Validating early motherhood